Wat to do??????????????

im in luv wit som boi & i dont knowq if he loves me....i gave him mi world and ruined it while bein his boo...he got me prego and now im 2 months and gettin fat...he noticed and got scared but he still dont want me bak and i would do anything for dis ***** but he got me chickenin out to keep it or not but i dnot know wat to do...keep it or no